Posts by takumi.

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 300px; text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: white; font-size: 10px;] hey wonderless. c: i'd be totally up for a frerard thread! i honestly haven't roleplayed frerard in years, so it's gonna be a total nostalgia ride for me. ^u^ i kind of want to add an undertone of self-harm/drugs/drinking to this too, if that's alright with you? i have no limits with anything sexual or violence or drugs or psychological scarring or anything of that nature, so you can go wild! i also promise to give a 2+ paragraph response each time, as well.

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 300px; text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: white; font-size: 10px;]yes the title is from looking for alaska by john green i love that book so much fff

my name's takumi also from the same book mindfuckery i know and i need some roleplays. there. straight and to the point, yah? give at least a paragraph or more and you'll get at least a paragraph or more. respond as often as you can and let me know if you'll be gone for long stretches of time. my roleplays tend to contain mature themes such as sexual themes (brought to pm, i'm guessing??), violence, drugs, drinking, psychological scarring, cussing, etc. PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF YOU DON'T WANT ANY OF THAT OR IF ANYTHING TRIGGERS YOU PLEASE I WOULD FEEL SO BAD IF I CROSSED A LINE BY ACCIDENT. *u*

high muse for.
bxb and gxg.
anything modern/slice of life.
country x city, jock x loner, artist x musician, teacher x student pairings.
tumblr prompts (i have a whole list trust me they're awesome please do this with me).
high school/talent camp/summer camp.
camping/roadtrips/stranded.
vampires.
elements (think avatar the last airbender).
harry potter.
apocalyptic (zombie, government fallout, nuclear, alien takeover, be creative).
disney (crossovers, aus, twisted disney/fairytales, ANYTHING PLEASE).
song-based.

will do.
bxg (i will play the girl. very very sick of being forced to play the guy in this pairing so unless you ask extremely nicely and catch me in a good mood, i want to play the girl).
dystopian/utopian.
animals (dogs and cats only).
supernatural (werewolves, ghosts, fairies, whatever your little heart desires).
fantasy.
incest.
mental illnesses.
medieval (never played this before though so please ease me into it and be gentle with me).
basically anything else not listed under won't do.

won't do.
animals besides dogs and cats.
nekos.
homestuck, doctor who, supernatural, etc.
anime.

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 300px; text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: white; font-size: 10px;] i've read the giver! but i don't really remember much of how it went besides that it had a really unsatisfying ending, haha. c:

but sure i'd be up for doing that with you! and bxb's good with me. (: did you have any more of a specific plot-line in mind?

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 300px; text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: white; font-size: 10px;] hey there jenn! my name's takumi and i hope i'll be able to help a little bit! (:

first off on 'who' to talk to, you can talk to anyone on here! feel free to private message anyone you want to on here. to private message someone, there's a little white text bubble underneath a persona's avatar (my avatar is the cool-looking lips c:). just click on the text bubble, type in the message you want, and click 'send message'! if you want a private message a staff member for additional help, though, click on the tab at the veeeery top of the page over towards the right where it says 'staff'. every staff member is located there according to their group (administrator, global moderator, senior moderator, and moderator). i would recommend private messaging a global mod, senior mod, or mod because a lot of the administrators had they private messages turned off. everyone here is really nice, i promise! c:

now onto 'how' to roleplay here. well, in case you haven't already, click here to be led to the rules of feralfront and click here to be led to a thread explaining how to roleplay here, and click here for additional information on what feralfront is all about. (:

ask me if you have any more questions, love!

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 300px; text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: white; font-size: 10px;] frerard was like my ultimate ship when i was a freshman in high school. x'D i used to roleplay it all the time and then i just stopped. i'm actually kind of excited to get one going again. (':

well i have a character preference for frank (frank's a babe) but i fricking love them both so it really doesn't matter one way or the other for me!

so i have two vague ideas. one was that frank and gerard are both still in the band (circa bullets/revenge era) and maybe it can be about them dealing with gerard's substance and drug abuse and frank's own problems?? and like trying to stabilize the band and tour and get their name out there and stay sane and all that jazz. and of course fighting feelings for each other duhhh. my other idea is that it's after the band broke up and everyone lost contact with each other, even gee and mikey. i just get the feeling gee's slipped back into his old habits and frank isn't doing so hot either because the band is what pulled them out of those habits and what made them strong so he goes to gerard's house after how many years of having barely any contact with him and sees gee completely wasted or stoned or whatever on the couch and manages to talk some sense into him about getting the band back together. it's basically about them getting the band back up and helping each other stop old habits and get strong and motivated again and of course also falling for each other DUHHHH.

sorry for getting all rambly there. *o* which one do you prefer?

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 300px; text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: white; font-size: 10px;] you're very welcome! and don't worry at all jenn, you're not stupid. (': i promise. i was ten times worse when i first joined about four years ago (this is a new account). everyone starts from somewhere. soon you'll be roleplaying and coding and flitting around the site like no one's business. xD it just takes a little while.

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 300px; text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: white; font-size: 10px;] i like that idea! i think one of them should feel good emotions, like happiness and empathy and stuff like that, and the other should feel bad emotions, like sadness and anger and stuff like that. but they both share one emotion. love. and that's how they meet and connect and keep each other sane and balanced out. (: how are they going to keep their emotions under control, though? so they're not caught or thought of as weird or anything?

i'm not sure if anything like that is addressed in the book, i just really forgot what most of it is about sorry. (/_\)

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 300px; text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: white; font-size: 10px;] they're basically both babes tbh
yeah i was kind of leaning more towards the second one, too. :'3 ugh there's gonna be so much ANGST but also fluffy shit too woooo~
is there anything else you want to plan out?
also, do you want to make the thread?

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 300px; text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: white; font-size: 10px;] damn straight we're both smarties. c;
and yeah we can! part of the fun is plotting as we go along. xP
that's perfectly fine with me! take your time~ no rush.

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 300px; text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: white; font-size: 10px;] this looks fricking ahMAZING. tracking like hell~

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 300px; text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: white; font-size: 10px;] a soft, quiet hum reverberated throughout the small room. the low sound came from the figure that was curled up on the bed, legs crossed and back hunched over a pad of yellowed paper, pencil skating effortlessly over the powdery surface. alex hummed the tune gently to himself, working his bottom lip between his teeth as he focused all his attention and energy on the steadily evolving apparition on the paper before him. the twenty-one year old man had been awoken by a soft whisper in his ear early that morning, and when he opened his eyes, the beautiful form of his former best friend lindsey ballato had been hovering over him, a look of worry painted over her ghostly features. as soon as she had appeared, she had disappeared into thin air.

thinking of his best friend since childhood sent a spike of sadness through his heart. he hadn't seen her in over a year, but he knew he had to draw this new apparition while it was still fresh in his mind. that led to him sitting cross-legged on the bed drawing by the light of the rising sun filtering through his small, grimy window. he considered himself lucky to be allowed a pad of paper and a pencil. alex shuddered when he thought of the poor souls living in the upper floors, aggressive, unstable, and suicidal. he didn't really know the kind of conditions they lived in, but he assumed they weren't as good as the lower-level patients, which weren't even too good to begin with. he himself was in the lower levels because of his supposed 'schizophrenia' and 'paranoia'. he scoffed at that, ebony black strands falling into sunken hazel eyes. he wasn't any of that. he was just smart enough to know that the face of human nature was so horrifyingly ugly.

a rapt knock at the door startled him, and he gasped, his head shooting up and his hands clutching his half-finished sketch, drawing it protectively to his chest. a low chuckle could be heard from the other side, and he recognized it as mitchell barwick's, his supervisor. "take a deep breath, alex, it's just me. i gotta take you up to breakfast now, buddy." the aforementioned slowly let loose air that whistled past his teeth, forcing his jangled nerves and racing heart to calm as he set his sketchpad down and climbed off the bed. the telltale large bush of brown frizz greeted alex as he opened the door, followed by the customary blinding smile of the tall, broad-shouldered man. "come on, chap. it's pancakes today!" mitchell crowed enthusiastically as he clapped a hand on alex's stooped shoulder. he instantly shot ramrod straight, golden-honeyed gaze widening and staring straight ahead, fear and apprehension dancing in their depths as he pulled all his muscles taught. mitchell didn't seem to notice, already blabbering about something unimportant and insignificant as he strode farther down the hall. how did he always forget alex didn't like being touched? the black-haired man slowly shook his head, unlocking his throat and tight limbs as he forced himself to speed off after his supervisor to taste what new horrid food had been prepared that day.

(( kinda short but i hope it's alright!! ))

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 300px; text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: white; font-size: 10px;] johnny depp, tom hiddleston, mark ruffalo, alan rickman, and helena bonham carter. MARRY ME.

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 300px; text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: white; font-size: 10px;] HECK YAH she is perfect in that movie that's the movie that made me love her so much tbh
her duet with johnny makes me loVE LIFE

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 300px; text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: white; font-size: 10px;] yeah i've had crushes on anime characters too. c: kyoya is a babe
i've also had a crush on teachers and actors that were like, double my age.

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 300px; text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: white; font-size: 10px;] wow totally just creeping into this chat here ^u^
but i'm doing good!! just waiting for my roleplays to kick through and listening to some awesome french music woooo~
hbu?? :'D

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 300px; text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: white; font-size: 10px;] SO LET'S MAKE IT UNDEAD
oh btw hi /waves

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 300px; text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: white; font-size: 10px;] btw i love your siggie i love that song all american rejects are bae

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 300px; text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: white; font-size: 10px;]t b h i always feel awkward just randomly popping into chat threads so i usually don't ^u^

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 300px; text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: white; font-size: 10px;] ik ik it's just awkwardness ya feel?
and being a total newb to the site even though i joined four years ago lol

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 300px; text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: white; font-size: 10px;] /scoots in awkwardly
hey there everyone! B')
i'm happy you guys like tea but ick the only hot liquid i can drink is hot chocolate